Happy!

 

It just keeps getting better. I feel like there was a big "whoosh" of positivity after four months. I feel like my brain and body has healed. 

I'm more calm, at peace, happy, present and confident than I ever have been (drinking or sober). I don't feel worried, anxious or stressed. I feel hopeful, positive and excited! 

The thought of not drinking again is becoming less sad. The thought that my husband might really do this with me is feeling more possible (he's on day 8!). 

I'm not bored. There is so much that I love to do and I have time to do it. I go to bed looking forward to the next day. I wake up, and I am excited for my day (after a shower and coffee). I go to bed liking myself- I wake up liking myself. I'd prefer to keep it that way!